Liminality

i am here
and i am away

i have already come
and gone

i have arrived
yet i am on the way

i am at the threshold
and i have crossed over

i am black
and white

i am neither all of this
nor all of that

i am grey.

i am in between. suspended.

i am partly cloudy.

i am neither here
nor there

i am sad
and happy
and everything in between

i am good enough
yet i fall short

i am lover
and destroyer

i am the peacock
and i am mouse

i am the owl
and i am the hare

i am static
and i am dynamic

i am unsure
but i am certain

i am not at all myself
but i am not you